_eDyOh yUuRi_

I Won't Hesitate

2009-03-17T12:01:28Z

When the clock at my room strikes at midnight
The things around me are so different
I opened my eyes, but there was no light
No one understands what I really meant
I tried to use my voice and scream out loud
But then again, no words were coming out
So now, how can I make my parents proud?
My small heart is now surrounded with doubt
After all those things, a minute has passed
And I am now thinking of the best way
Where I can do all, and be free at last
If what I’ll choose is right, then I will stay
I really want them to be proud of me
For them to know that I will never flee.

Dark Fire

2009-03-17T11:49:17Z

Darkness, it is all I see, all I know
Can you hear me scream, begging for your help?
All I hear is nothing, my mind is gone
I really can’t think of anything now
I want to find a way, but I see none
I just want to scream, but nothing comes out
My body is covered with black, and now,
I am paralyzed, I can’t seem to move
It looks like there are chains surrounding me
And the surrounding is starting to fire
So I tried to find the key, but I can’t
And then, I realized, I am in hell.

Chances

2009-03-17T11:44:38Z

There is always a second chance for us
But for some there is nothing they can do
All of their hopes will be out of the blue
Nobody gave them a clue
They are pleading for them not to lie
So they are willing to pursue
Even if it causes them to die
So, as time goes by,
They looked for hope, but all that they did was to cry.

Mindless

2009-03-17T11:41:32Z

Time has passed, but I still can’t find a clue
I think all of my hopes have faded now
What will happen now, what can I still do?
I am ashamed of myself, I must vow
I have no plans in life, so how?
I am now in a state of depression
That may last forever, with much tension.

Shattered Dreams

2009-03-17T11:36:57Z

I wish I was a bird
That can fly high in the sky
I have never been absurd
I have never dreamt so high
But I know that can’t be true
I am just a human being that cannot fly
I don’t want to be so blue
So I will not lie,
Somebody, give me a clue.

Why Can't I?

2009-03-17T11:34:20Z

Why is my destiny so rude?
I gave all that I can
I did everything that I could
But I can’t get a pen.

Since I was young I was striving
To be nice, to be good
But nobody was listening
I can’t express the mood.

Can I choose between right and wrong?
Can I understand all?
Should I sing a song all day long?
For you might see me fall.

Stay

2009-03-17T11:31:23Z

Can’t you just let me make my dreams come true,
And let me be happy even just once?
Will you just let me be forever blue?
Will you let it burst, the vein where blood runs?
Please give it to me, give me just one clue
If you’ll leave me behind or use your guns
I beg you, answer me so I can see
I need you in my life, so stay with me.

Help Me

2009-03-17T11:25:23Z

Do you know what it feels like,
When you feel so alone in the dark night?
It irritates me that it makes me mad
Because I cannot find the brightest light
That would make me a person who is glad
But something in me blocks my very sight
I cannot figure out this something now
I’ll stay in the dark and this is a vow.

Sana Naman

2008-12-11T12:57:36Z

Anumang pagsubok na darating sa ‘kin
Hindi ko alam kung aking kakayanin
Tila buhawi na sisira’t wawasak
Mga pangarap ko’y biglang malulusak.

Bakit ba ganito sa ‘kin ang tadhana
Parang ang puso ko’y tinusok ng pana
Kung maaari lang na diktahan ito
Upang ang buhay ko’y ‘di na maging lito.

Ngunit alam ko na hindi maaari
Ang kabiguan ko’y hindi mapapawi
Ang lahat sa akin ay biglang naglaho
Kailan na ba ako hindi mabibigo?

Sana kahit minsan ay maging masaya
Matikman man lang ang kaunting ligaya
Maging malaya ng kahit isang saglit
Isang pangyayaring hindi mawawaglit.

Makakamit ko ba ang susi ng saya
Upang kumawala sa aking kadena?
Makita ko sana ang tulay
Upang makamtan ko ang aking tagumpay.

Failure

2008-11-26T12:07:18Z

I am very depressed
Yet I am very blessed
People say I can do anything
But there's something no one can bring.

Why is it like this?
I am trying to give everything I could
But I am lead to no bliss...
Why is destiny so rude?

If I could turn back time
I would rather be sublime
So that the things I did wrong
Will not last for very long.

But I am no deity
I am drowned with frailty
Please help me...
I don't want to be lonely.

Hopeless

2008-11-13T12:24:52Z

We're so close yet so far
I want to know who you are
If I could just be with you
So I won't be blue.

But then, that can't be
I cannot be free
From the chains of my heart
Which tears me apart.

Then I found the key
I can now break free
But you're with someone else
I can't understand what my heart tells.

What's left for me?
There's nothing I could see
Hope has been unchained
And now, I am again constrained.

Shadow

2008-11-11T10:52:14Z

What’s the feeling of being left out?
What’s it like to be in a bout?
How does it feel be lonely?
How does it feel to be guilty?

If I were someone else
I would rather be prominent
So when somebody dwells
This person will say what he or she meant.

But that is impossible to happen
So I really feel broken
Can I do something to change,
Or I’ll be forever trapped in a cage?

Will I be like this forever?
Will my life be now or never?
I am the darkness behind the light
Who will just live beyond the darkest night.

Eyes

2008-11-11T10:45:53Z

Thank You for giving me
One of the greatest things
I have ever received
I cannot express what this brings.

You are the window of my soul
You always bring me to my goal
I really can’t live without you
And this is so true.

You don’t just help me I success
This is what you do best
You are the way
To the person I will be with for always.

I will take care of you
I will never make you blue
I will tell no more lies
I will love you forever, my eyes.

Requiem

2008-10-06T15:28:14Z

What happened?
Am I dead?
Where am I?
Please, somebody say “hi!”

Why can’t they hear me?
Somebody, help me!
Hey, what happened to my body?
Why is it lying on a coffin?

Now, I remember.
I tried to stop taking away my life
But the knife was already there
It was the end of my life.

Hey, where are you taking my body?
Why are my relatives at the altar, crying?
I can hear a hymn, while I can see no more light
It was the requiem, of the end of my life.

Time Goes By

2008-10-06T15:20:54Z

Precious memories stick in our hearts
But some say love can tear us apart
At times like this, we have our friends
To help our hearts to easily mend.

But for others, the pain is so deep
And it’s so hard to keep
This bruise caused by love
Will never be as free as a dove.

“Goodbye,”
This word that’s hard to accept
If this will be said to me, I’ll definitely cry
Because there will be nothing left.

Why did I write this poem?
Because I don’t want you to be alone
Don’t bring the pain until you die
Remember, that will fade, as time goes by.

Silent Sanctuary

2008-10-05T13:58:26Z

It’s my place
My shoulder to lean on
It gives me ways
For me to move on.

“I hate you!”
It’ somebody’s sentence for me
That is very painful
For me and my heart and soul.

For peace in my soul,
I go to my leaning own
Then it does its role
From evening ‘til dawn.

It gives me comfort
Whenever I get hurt
It provides the sort
Of medications for my heart.

Okay, I’ll introduce it to you
We all have it
Even if it’s just a little bit
It’s my silent sanctuary. My ROOM.

When I Met You

2008-10-05T13:55:12Z

It is a feeling
A feeling for a human being
I feel I am happy now
Because I think it came to me.

I met someone
Someone new in my eyes
With her I am having fun
And we play underneath the skies.

She is so cheerful
And so kind
Her caring is so much
And she’s someone hard to find.

I cannot believe
That she is my classmate
My happiness is overflowing
And her name is AUBREY.

But now, we’re far apart
It totally broke my heart
And as I tighten my grip,
I realized, it’s FRIENDSHIP.

What is This?

2008-10-05T13:51:35Z

What is this feeling?
I do not know it
It’s like I grow my wings
And just fly away.

When I look at his enticing eyes
I feel like I’m floating in the skies
We spoke about school
Then he said, “Goodbye.”

A simple word
But meaningful to me
It’s our first chat
And the happiest one.

Whenever we talk, happiness overflows in me
We became close friends
But, what am I feeling?
Is this LOVE?